I breathe deep
for my gathered gloom
quickly evaporates
through each exhale,
as I watch closely
to the birds rest
but not so quietly
cause my pitt chases them,
from their calm comfort
in a pretty peach tree
he knows not right
only what we deem wrong,
nor of the chaos created
in those wee little hearts
covered in colorful wings
while I sit sipping coffee,
so finely ground it settles
into mud on the bottom
of my tiny delicate cup
wishing I had much more,
from a now distant place
I once called home
in another language
as I lay beside the pool,
I emptied it all too early
but Im glad that its clean
as I snooze guilt free
with a wet frisbee at my feet,
and a dog that knows
I'll play when when ready
as he too takes a nap
and lets me listen to the birds
there is a secret place few can understand
guarded like a hidden treasure of old,
filled with memories as it does expand
stories of a lifetime that could be told,
but as they lay quietly in the day
thriving well in the sunshine of smiles,
carefully placed a selected array
like personal historical files,
might a correct earnest shovel be found
to dig inside and discover gems rough,
those now dusty elements from the ground
and realize all the work wasnt too tough,
for much else though there is no guarantee,
the best things in life really are for free~
self perception is the muther of invention but how others see us is a whole other picture cause in someone else's story someplace
we are the bad guy and there is no changing that
no matter how nice polite kind or charitable we are
there are people we will never please
whom will always condemn us harshly
for what we were suppose to do and didnt
they will remember every single mistake
so they can point them out like failure flags
and quote or twist our virtues to suit themselves
only to spit on them when they willingly choose
to those whom do thrive on these behaviors
I really do wish you have the best day ever!
cause my happiness is the face of your adversity
still rocks while I laugh on the inside
laughter sometimes is still the best medicine
along with a prayer or two three or five
that and I do get satisfaction from knowing
how much I can piss someone off just by being nice
oh my goodness, that is a sure blast of a time with alot of memories to come, Oo, enjoy the scenery and weather pray for travel mercies upon you/familyI havent left yet, as my youngest daughter is coming with. We decided to visit St. Augustine one more time, being we used to frequent the area. I will try my best to fast, as it is what I wish. Im thankful for the mother daughter time, as she was 18 the last time we took an FL road trip together. I hope her ankle can handle walking around, and remembering places we visited so long ago. There is the first Greek Orthodox shrine on this continent there, where we will light as candle in memory of those now passed on, and say a prayer. It is a tradition going back to our first family trip in the early 90's.