Polly, your life doesn't have to be boring! You need to look at each of the things you mentioned... we can determine which are godly and which are not.
Some of your wording sounds like you expect to be able to do whatever you want, but still say you are serving God. What about when God says NO to something you WANT to do? What then?
Some of your wording sounds like you expect to be able to do whatever you want, but still say you are serving God. What about when God says NO to something you WANT to do? What then?