Killing Yourself- Ignoring the signs
I can relate to the unneeded busyness. Watiing anxiously for the next message from the Lord.
I just encourage all folks to really take time to read the messages the Lord gives Bondman to share.
If you are sitting there today, and there has been feelings within you, whether a personal relationship you are in, something in your day to day walk you are doing or wondering about and it "just does not feel right".. do not ignore the warning sign that is being given to you. When you know Jesus and continue to learn of him and he reveals things to you, do not ignore them or you will be killing yourself. For to long even as I searched there were things I "felt" but was in denial. As I continued to pray and seek the Lord, he truly did show me, but only when I allowed him. God is a gentleman and will only come in when invited. He will allow you to go through things and he will watch you. He never leaves us nor forsakes us.
No, we leave him. Yesterday I got a text message from a woman I use to work with (hour and half away) her niece now lives in my area and she wanted me to reach out to her. I prayed and said God if this is truly a divine appointment from you, then show me. I called the girl and left a message. She called me back. I offered to go to her (30 minutes away), but she said she would come here. In the meantime, I went to get my new glasses which I had not planned to do. God had a divine appointment waiting there. A woman with two children. I struck up conversation with her, come to find out they had no food in the home. I called Paul to see if I could get food off the bus for this family. In the meantime, the gal coming to visit had arrived in my driveway. I ran by my house, picked her up and then went back to the parking lot so God could give the food to the family. I prayed right there in the parking lot with this family. A single mom with 2 girls, has not been able to pay rent for 3 months. She knows God, but had walked away. God invited her to church for this Sunday.
The other young woman 30 years old and I came back to my house to visit. We just sat down and 20 minutes later, I said look the church up the road is having a bible study tonight on the twisted truth. We went to the bible study and God moved in a mighty way. This 30 year old girl was strong in her faith. Her father was a minister. She saved herself for marriage. She got married, was married for 7 years but come to find out her husband was gay. She ended up divorced and now 2 years later is engaged to a guy who has 3 kids, she is living with him and his parents.
God shared with her through me that he cannot bless her life and she is feeling so mixed up because she is still living in sin and so much more. It was an awesome evening she stayed until almost midnite. I got up at 5:30 AM to go and work out. She right now is having those inner feelings, she is being called to be seperate right now. She stated the reason she slept with this guy was because she wanted to be sure he was "ok in all departments". I explained to her that when we allow God to choose our husband that God will give us only the best. He will not give us a gay husband. and if it is God's will that we be married, and our husband is from the Lord, it will be the most awesome relationship we could ever have imagined!
In closing this morning, let m just share again there are alot of folks out there stating they are "Christians". Even in this example above, this man was working with the youth, he was active in the church, but he was hiding a huge secret from all, this young gal felt a few things before marrying but she went on her own instincts.... hmmm man I did this for way to long.. my own instincts and not God's leading and guiding.. Again our instincts and our will takes us down a road of destruction and we kill ourselves.
I had tried to reach out to this young niece of my friend about month and half ago, but we never seemed to get together.. I now know why.. because I had not truly been set free, mentally and emotionally from a man in my life. But our God is a mighty God and he has done that.. and the Good Lord knew that I could not do his work in this woman's life until he finished cleaning me up in that area of my own.. because I too had some inner feelings and ignored them way to long.. but let me tell you.. get out of denial, seek the Lord and he will show all things!
Now.. many of you may not post here but you are reading and I am trying to be careful so not to take away from Bondman's messages, I use to go wild.. lol! but I am trying to share real life experiences to go along with Bondmans' messages.. (Bondman if I overstep or anything, please let me know!)
Have a super day.. off to work I go..
Faithwoman