Life is cruel. I sometimes wonder how anyone can thank God. That’s how bad it’s got with me from time to time.
I admire anyones faith when they keep going sometimes.
I can’t wait for a permanent heaven where no one suffers.
I can’t even imagine one anymore.
I pray for your mum and family Paul.
Hold on everyone xxx
I actually even though being ordained twice I have horrible confidence in my faith.
One thing when I was looking for a group to is you are allowing the raw side of me to be here.
Meaning, I am transparent about being a Christ Follower.
I have checked every box one could do to have it easier following Christ.
All day today I rebuked satan as I have o be open and honest as we are all tested every day. If we are truly being honest I
Thing we all have that happen. At least people I have talked with the last 61 years of my life is. Its Hard to be good and faithful to
people, near impossible to faithful to God.
This is me this week using and analogy. I woke up Monday had a great weekend. Not awake and hour and satan was right there.
I then turned to the word and he became a distant murmur. he kept throwing rocks at me all week. And today like 5 times.
There is not magic combination, or one right way to stay faithful on the path. But satan so far has never been able to even get me to notice him, when I am within the word. When I am weak I will need him more then ever. Sometimes I suffer greatly. I have cried out and feel my voice was not heard. But eventually what God had in my path makes sense. Things could not be as they are without willing to take the path.
Do I all the time take the right path. Umm no. Not even close.
God is my shield and am a pathetic mess. Being a pastor all these years did not make the struggles any easier.
If anything I observed allot pain in thousands of people. Enough for me to ask if he took the year off.
The word of God is ,my only salvation.
I Love God because only he along can ease this struggle.
There is nothing else out there, I know I looked. And all you might see in a mirage of what is really there.
When we do not seek God as our solution. We Seek Nothing.
Anything we seek other then God is useless, it brings us nothing. Never has brought us anything but pain and suffering.
Well satan offers allot, so many things. And they are all useless to be in his kingdom.
God created all things from Nothing. And satan can give us all things that are nothing.
There is no value in sin. And I think that is why I am a target because I call satan what he is.
Weak, for I can suffer and still turn to God. He gave up when it got too hard.