That was so beautiful. A real blessing just to read it.Oh, my. You're hitting on a depth that could and would require an entire dissertation to do it justice (if even that were possible), therefore only a contraction will I provide, chancing that you still not understand. You had to be there. You're focus only upon the level of or humanity and the limitations therein, I absolutely agree with you. However, when I addressed this, I was speaking from a higher plain than the human limitations the Lord surpasses and exceeds in ways that defy language and written/verbal expression.
I'm willing to hazard a tongue lashing for not conveying the depths of what I had revealed that is contrary to your earlier statement, because I cannot hand over to you or anyone else that most glorious Presence in those places where the reality was unearthly in the sense that it cannot be contrived by any written program handed out by ushers and greeters, nor orchestrated from a pulpit.
So, I leave you to your own devices in trying to grapple with that which is experiential by way of the Divine. Does that sound "charismatic?" (shrug) Maybe, but I'm not charismatic in the least, nor am I strictly intellectual...having been raised Southern Baptist. I just know that the Lord moved in those places like I have never seem Him move in any others. No, there were no tongues of flames alighting upon heads or anything like that. There was a Power in those places that (to my thinking) is the birthright of all believers, but is denied for the sake of programmaticism (hey, I just invented a new word...).
Do with it as you will, for the best I could ever hope to do for you in answering this is to take your hand, and lead you into a place where there is such an experience being lived out, and let the Spirit show to you what is beyond words.
MM
Thank you and God Bless you